I'll Just F**k Off n Die Now

I guess there's no use for me here
I have no reason to stay here
So what do I do
I'm leaving
What's the sense of staying in a world where people use and mistreat me
Manipulate and deceive me
Bend and scar me
Running away doesn't help this
Punching walls don't help
Cutting myself helps for a bit
But the truth is
I always hated being alive
I hated being alone
Yet here I am
Back where I started
All alone
No one to hold
Sure they say that now
But what are their true intentions
To use me like he did
To break my already breaking heart
Add more sadness to my already sad fucked up life
I open up my soul
And get hurt
So I close off my emotions
Now I have a cold heart
But then what
I'm just like you
Just not as manipulative
Just not as much of a liar like you
We're exactly the same
Yes we are
Both our scars
All our emotions
Or lack thereof
I hate this life
I hate being here
So I'm gonna just f**k off and die now
I know no one will miss me
Especially you.