Spoken like the passion of lust

Sitting here thinking only of him, thinking how much I need him here. How much he means to me. What he is, who he is and where he is. I should be where he is, taking care of him, holding him, loving him. This just doesn't feel right. He's not here...he should be here. I should be there. WE should be with each other. Every moment away from him is unbearable. I wish he was here... I need his touch, physical, emotional, sexual, spiritual...he needs me...I need him-
I...
NEED...
HIM...
The air i breathe, I breathe for him, yet to feel his touch-
Physical...
Emotional...
Sexual...
Spiritual...
Love. his love, my love, our love. I hope. My spell. His heart. My heart. Our hearts. This pain. My pain, the pain of not having him here-
This pain...
the anger...
the sadness...
the pain...
unbearable...
This isn't how it should be. This heart of mine-
This heart...
His heart...
our hearts...
My pain...
I need him so. the fear of not knowing if he's ok-
The fear...
My fear...
is he ok...
does he need me...
what do i do

No way of getting there. no chance of seeing him. get rid of her, go away and come nearer. take me away from this unbearable pain-
extinguish
my
anguish
needs his touch. need him to hold me, kiss me, love me....fill me with joy-
fill me with love
fill me with him
him inside of me
filling me
i let him fill me

i lust for him. i yearn for him. i need him here beside me. inside me-
here...
with...
me...

lov...
ing...
me

f**k...
ing...
me...

mak...
ing...
me

scream...
his...
name!!!

the passion inside us, the intensity of our love. My need for him...he let me love him-

I'm..
un...
der...
his...
con...
trol...

this moment between us. the moment it told him i love him and i was in love with him, wanted to be with him...understanding me... not rejecting the fact that even though he had a gf... he's my soul mate...she's leaving...i'm coming...he loves me...he needs me....i protect him...my spell made him see the error of her ''true love lies not with her but someone else his heart's prefer''
true...
love...
never...
deis...

i am his true love... his true lust...his true passion, my passion

i...
will..
make...
him...
happy...

his passion like fire...my fire, our fire... i love him so
love...
him...
so...