What Am I to Do?

Just letting out some emotions...nothing special. Kind of dark.

He left me.

He left me for her.

He left me unsure

What am I to do?

 

How could he? Why did he?

Was it because of me? Was it for her?

What am I to do?

What am I to do?

 

My mind is heavy, my soul is empty.

I’m so numb.

I’m so cold.

What am I to do?

 

What am I to do?

 

I take my razor

It lifts me up

Press in too deep, one little cut.

What am I to do?

 

Blood is dripping.

Red

Red

Red

What am I to do?

 

What am I to do?

 

A swirling breeze of black

A loud clash of gloom

I’m spinning, spinning

What am I to do?

 

Their laughs are mocking

His eyes stalking

Crawling through my body

What am I to do?

 

What am I to do?

What am I to do?

Author's Note

It's a little darkish and none too explanative, sorry about that. I was just writing what was coming to mind. Just a little vent-writing if you will.