Current State Of The Broken Heart And Mind

A Poem by Tilian Darko

F**k your feelings for someone new.
I want you to feel the pain I went through.
You go day by day with someone else.
Marked on the outside.
No fear or regret I see.
The day that I forgive you is the day I am gone for good.
I am lost in the darkness.
Hurting for what you have done.
I want to go back into hiding.
Lose myself in death and dying.
For the little hate and anger, I have for you.
My love for you still surprisingly conquers it all.
Sadly I still love you.
Sadly I still have feelings.
I want my heart cut out and burned.
Tell all my memories and feelings of you are gone.
Yet if that was possible I could not come to terms to do that to myself. My own heart would not allow for you to go.
Besides, the end of the story is just around the corner.