#44- An Open Mind.

Thoughts on keeping things open.

She prefers things open.

Says it's easier

For her to manage 

Attachment

And disappointment.

Spoken like someone 

With fears of both.

Explained with 

Language, maybe, 

Representative,

Of someone who

Has thought a lot

About all of this.

Intellectual and sterile.

J's profile on the site

Explicitly said 

"No open relationships."

But her words the other night

Suggested she wanted 

Something else.

I thought, I should back out.

I'd prefer something 

Exclusive.

Consistent.

Deep

I guess.

But, perhaps this is fine.

For now, Miss.

For me, whose heart lives

Twelve hours northwest

Of here.

Author's Note

Lots of weird things on my mind lately.

Reviews

[B]

Really cool
Sometimes we are lost with a lover
what matters is presence doesn't sieze to exist
for being lost together is nothing but to be found