PrologueA Chapter by OzDuroseSetting the themes a little.The far reaches of
the universe are impossible to imagine. An infinite yet ever expanding volume
of nothingness aptly called 'Space' with but a tiny proportion taken up by mere
twinkling specks of light. Each speck of light " each star " was born and will
die. They do this over the course of millennia with the most unfathomable
power, ferocity and beauty. Each existing, when compared to the grand age of
all things, within a single breath, and with all the power of a comparative
sneeze. Over the red horizon of a distant
planet, an old sun rose. Its massive form, a horrifying, deep orange presence,
looming above the baron wasteland. Deep within the sun's centre the core had
gathered too much mass, and the rest buckled under its own gravity. The surface
cracked like an egg, then crumpled inwards and disappeared for a heartbeat.
Then it exploded. The blast released a shockwave of devastating power
destroying, in a single sweep, all things in its wake. The orbiting planets
reduced to dust as easy as the blowing out of a flame. Billions of years of
existence eradicated, without a trace, leaving behind no heritage, no story. And in the night’s sky above the old
man, a tiny speck of light flickered and blinked out. And nobody noticed. The silent moon sat fat and proud
watching over the canvas of dense forest below. From the forest a small
mountain rose; cracked and weathered and bare of vegetation, dented and
blemished with small openings and caves. Against the dark night and silvery
moon, a pool of orange and gold shone from one of the caves, one where the old
man's ancestors had sat before him. They were the ones who had carved the gods
and hieroglyphs into the cold stone
wall. The shapes and figures that now danced in the shadows of the flickering
fire. A fire that consumed the blood of the old man. The old man who was one of
the last men on Earth. The old man knelt before the fire,
his back towards the mouth of the cave. He bowed before the flames and the
cold, carved gods. He prayed and he sang to them as his ancestors had once
done. Then he rose and looked to the intricately carved wall. The hieroglyphs
held no meaning for him, they were an ancient writing now void of all meaning
or understanding. His tutor had passed down their stories and ideals, but that
was during the old man's youth, now forgotten without being passed on. And so
the ancient symbols physically remained, once representing and entire history
of a people, now forever without interpretation or purpose; a civilisation
lost. However, he knew the four gods that
he knelt before. They were Kukulcan; the feathered serpent and god of light,
Itzamna; the god of creation, Huracan; god of storm and fire, and Ah Puch; god
of death. At one time he had conversed with the gods, walked with them and his
ancestors under the watchful gaze of the moon. This had once been the meaning
of the old man's name; he who walks with the spirits by night. He had brought
healing to the tribe and wisdom to its leaders, but not so much now. It
appeared that the tribe had no use for such things. The old man's face was as square and
cracked as the hieroglyphs, and as unfeeling. He hadn't experienced much in the
way of emotion over the past decades, or if he had he didn't care to express
it. Now, though, a single tear fell from his left eye and ran down his
weathered cheek. He picked up the needle of dark
obsidian rock from the cold stone floor. He attached the cloth and prepared
himself for the bloodletting ritual; a ritual he had performed countless times
throughout his years as the tribe's Shaman, so many times that it had almost
become as meaningless at the depictions on the wall. Though it still hurt, he
was certain the effect had worn off due to over use. But tonight it shall mean
something. It had to mean something. The cold winds blew with a howl
outside the mouth of the cave. The old man poked the small fire of paurotis
twigs with the end of his spear and took his scarred tongue between the thumb
and forefinger of his left hand. With the right he pierced. He drew the needle
and cloth through his tongue, collecting the blood before throwing them on the
fire. He spat the blood spilling into his mouth onto the flames. It landed with
a hiss. This sacrificial offering once set
him into a trance and he would see rising from the smoke a large blue serpent.
A serpent through which he could converse with the gods. Recently, however, it
had only given him a dizzying light headedness and terrible cough. Now he leaned over the fire and took
a deep breath. He choked, spitting out more blood onto the flames. He took in
more of the burning blood and paurotis smoke and looked on expectantly,
depserately. He saw nothing. No visions were granted to him and the old man's
heart sank in his chest. Then an irrational fear gripped his mind; without the
gods all is lost and the end of all things approaches. This feeling held no
basis in anything he had learned or witness, but in everything he felt. Filled
with panic he called out to the gods for a vision. Something, anything. The sound
was agonising, as though his soul had been torn in two. He spat more blood and
inhaled and sang, now more desperate for a sign that his gods had not left him,
that he had not been abandoned. Nothing came. With an overwhelming cry of anguish
the old men felt his heart break, and with it his faith. He cried out the names
of the gods he had once known, mourning those who had been silent to him for so
many years. They were silent as he withstood the tribe's mocking in their
defence. They had deserted him, the one man left on Earth who still
believed. Or maybe he had come to realise that
all he lived for was a lie. That all of his life he had served gods who did not
exist. His legacy was one of foolishness when he boasted wisdom, too proud give
in and see what the rest of the tribe had realised; that there was nothing more
to this world than what can be seen and tested. Oh how the old man felt
humiliated. There is no emptier feeling than doubting an identification, to
turn your back on a lifelong belief. Sobbing, the old man cried out to
Kukulcan. Grant him a vision, grant him the joys of the faith that once lived
within him. Give him the strength to persevere through this time of doubt. It
had been so long since he had received a vision. He had forgotten the face of
his ancestors. In the large cave the old man knelt
next to the tiny fire. Outside the cold wind blew with a slight howl. Nothing.
He slumped onto his side as tears fell down his face and his sobs echoed in the
empty space. That night he had realised that all hope had gone. He sank into
deep mourning for the gods who, with their last true believer renounced, had
surely passed to the grave, forever lost to the world. Forever meaningless. A shadow lingered over his head as
he kicked out the fire and descended the mountainside. A terrible freedom and a
terrible hopelessness. As the last man of faith gives that faith up, and the
last tribe of man ventures blindly into the darkness, the end of all things
will draw near. And fast. That night he walked to his bed
weeping; hollow and empty. Tomorrow he would give in to the tribe's elders, for
he was no longer a man of faith. The line of the tribe's Shaman ended with him.
The last tribe had lost all faith. That night he slept and he dreamed.
And in that dream came the vision of The Lady. © 2013 OzDurose |
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