Caffeine Commentary.

Do you ever just sometimes think I'm all alone in it? Life, the myriad of moments some time oh so prevalent in your thoughts that make up the long corridor of memories. That place where you are, the path which brought you here. How often do you take your measure and consider how you measure up in regards to how others see you and how you see yourself.

Do you look forward to tomorrow or are you just trying to get through the day? Do you care about others or is the predominate concern yourself? If I am a believer I should take heart, I am never alone, for my Savior abides within me. Is my faith in Him strong enough to bring light into the shadows and dispel my disappointment and disillusion with the world where I abide?

Might I share that light and pass it on to others or am I so reliant on how tenaciously I am holding fast to it I might become vulnerable to my own flawed and fallible nature? If I relinquish it and fall prey to the seductive siren song of a sinful world is my soul lost?

I recall with stark clarity the many years I traversed the path of self gratification, faithless frivolity and destructive addictions that had become my master. It was not until I came into an awareness of an existing power greater than myself that had been ever present waiting to restore me to sanity that my own personal salvation was realized.

So many stark intimate queries pondered in times of quiet isolation. I realize I am world weary and grieved to my very soul by that which I have come to observe and bear witness to at this juncture in my life and deep runs the desire for discourse and discussion, but I am hard pressed to reach out because of being world wary of the rarity of attention being given anything deeper than the shallower events of politics, celebrities or the weather.

This is a time when we should be buffing up our faith base and relationship with Christ and making every effort to allow others to see Him through us who hold fast to Him and have Him in our hearts. He put Himself through an extraordinary amount of suffering and gross indignation at the hands of mortal men and He did not have to.

As Christmas comes upon us I pray those whom are believers will work on making Jesus a personal priority and if someone who might of got this far in this old man's meanderings who has not considered Jesus life, death, resurrection and ascending to heaven to make a place for us it is time. May His perfect light bless you as I come to the end of my caffeine commentary.