This voice from within
Going through this once again
Lost in my blurry daze
This feeling of dread that stays
Just set my life ablaze
Watch me burn through these days
Soon disappearing within
I really do want to win
Over this dreary haze
Lost in this maze
That hangs over me
Will I ever feel free
From this lonely phase
When can I rest in peace through my day
This feeling that always seems to stay
My dreams, My passion for becoming a star
Or will I just become a falling star
This fallen year that has left me trapped
Every day it just seems my energy is zapped
When I come back to visit I feel alive
When I come back home I wonder if I will survive
God give me the faith that I lack
Because I feel like I am trapped under ice
God give me the strength that I lack
I know that sometimes I have to pay the price
God give me the peace that I lack
Instead I am trapped here
And being alone was my fear
With every moment and every tear
I will continue to fight for my deliverance
I know that this won't make much sense
To any of you reading this
All I want back is what I miss
Nothing more and nothing less
I am blind I must confess
I am tired from not getting any sleep
I am afraid I am in too deep
I am so bitter every day
Every day I try to pray
But the feeling always seems to stay
I know that everyone must endure trials to become stronger
I'm just afraid that I won't be able to last any longer
It's been 2 years and I can't seem to recover from the friends I lost
It's been 2 years and I feel like giving up