Lucid Dreams

These dreams that I have been dreaming
Are they mixed emotions or do they have real meaning
So real, So clear like how I see my own reflection
Do these dreams give me a new sense of direction?
The ability to control my dreams has left me in awe
Inside these dreams I truly believed in what I saw
Is God trying to give me a message towards my future
I need answers, but I am not looking for a preacher
No one understands my ability to control my dreams
When I try to explain it, no one understands what I mean
Every night I am given words of wisdom in a form of a song
Why me? why do I have these dreams. Have I done something wrong?
These dreams bring me joy. Something that I have been missing in my youth
Like the warm feeling I get when I watch the sunset from my roof
Like an aching tooth that has been healed with medicine over time
Why has God chosen me? Am I the only one? Is this a sign?
In these dreams I have a deep peace that I have been longing for
These dreams are too real and I simply can not ignore
What is happening to me? Can anyone understand me?