I've been given a reason
to continue this season
I want to be a musician
But my life won't listen
I go to school
And I feel like a fool
Because I am not happy
And I don't want to sound rappy
Just preachin to be heard
That's my true word
I wanna be who I wanna be
Not live in my own self misery
All this bs is just stalling me
Music is the only thing I see
And when I see school it just isn't me
I'm writing this in a 85 humid degree bliss
Why do I feel lifeless
My friends are gone and I am by myself
I just want my feelings to be felt
Find some comfort in this meaningless situation
Tired of all this aggravation
Even if this all doesn't make sense
I trust in Him to get me off this fence.