Stricken

Push the smoke down my throat
Let it breathe let it die
I will tell you everything in this note.
My life was just one big lie.
Taking all of the pains
Resisting my temptations that I hide
Letting go of the resentment that remains
Letting go of everything that I hate
Pushing away all the bad
If I continue it will kill me at any rate.
Because it's too much to take and it makes me mad
Every time I hear your voice
It reminds me of who I hate most
The feeling burns giving me a choice
To hate you or to die as a ghost
I'm letting this anger go
I don't care if I lose more
Because in the end I will know
That I can't simply ignore the hate inside

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[just is]

If I continue it will kill me at any rate.
Because it's too much to take and it makes me mad
Every time I hear your voice
It reminds me of who I hate most
The feeling burns giving me a choice
To hate you or to die as a ghost

I can feel pain and misery in this write, this is well stated