These Walls

These walls are all that has defended me from the pain of another heartach all my doors and window shut and locked the heavyist defences that could be made but still I yearn for something that I fear

A fear that has kept me in the dark and solitude of civilization for over eight years and with every heartach I've added a wall to keep it from happining again never to trust one person never to rely on ones help or caring

In this solitude I've become a strong individual but not the strongist and now I relize that the strongist individual breaks those chains and demolishes those walls takes the leap and never falls

takes every chance that comes their way and never regrets anything the wisdom of the old ways has been forgotten by many and to my suprise even to me but now that things are becoming clear

I'm gonna break these chains and demolish the walls that I've built and rebuild a new stronghold within one that only protects me when I need it and not when I don't for too long I've stayed in the dark

too long have I alowed my fear to control me

I'm breaking free and nothing and noone can stop me.

 

Author's Note

We all have walls we all have fears but the strongist individual takes everything head on and fights their way through instead of hinding in the shadows hoping that the fear will oneday dissappear.