An Angel or a Demon

"We all have our own little problems" (MR Hyde from vanhellsing)

Deep inside it grows and later on it shows

My eyes turn black and my heart beats fast

It turns black and it fills me full of hate

the people around me know who I am but what I am they are clueless

but that goes on my side of the board

they think they could walk all over me in the begining now they all fear me at the end

I'm greatfull to my demon

but take pitty apon my angel

as it tries to share what good I have left

it just gets smaked down again and again

but it never gives up never gives in

gets back up again and again

my demon watches my back my angel my front but both watch my heart

because they both are one part

some of us have demons some of us have angels but when you have both

things are alot more bost

your friends care and pitty you yet fear you at the same time

your enemies challange you because they are scaried

you fear of what your capable of because your rage is so out of control

you jump at the first insult and attack when there are more

humans they are said to be unpredictable

but they are more predictable than anyother creature

they aer weak and helpless for most of them

always bitching and complaning

when they don't get what they desire

when they have to work and when they have move

never pushing themselves to keep moving always fearing change when change is enevidable

you can't control anything in your life except the few thing in which your able to deside

it's choices that make you diffrent from the animals

the only line between being civilized and being primal

the diffrence between you and me is that I've embraced more of my primal state than my civilized

but I've always got a civilized side but only when i need it.