THIS DARKNESS INSIDE

I don't expect you to fully understand

the darkness which I posess

it eats at my heart and my life

slowly turning me into nothing but strife

a plauge apon mankind

souly deturmaned to see the suffering of all

because of the suffering man has done apon me

why you ask why go aginst your own ideals

because in the end we all must go

it's just how you go that matters the most

all I wanted was someone who cared

someone a little more than a friend

one who would hold me when I needed it

one who would tell me it will be okay

one who would give me the time day

but I've found noone as such anymore

they have all gone from my life and now I'm alone

and lonelyness dose such horrors to one's heart when left alone for too long

but now it's to late I'm in darkness and I will only find more pain in the end

the only way is to bring the ultiment peace to ensure that noone has to go though this lonelyness again

if people only cared enough to show it someway that was knoticeable

but noone does

noone cares for anyone but themselves

the pain of lonelyness that is what I suffer from

a curse of life and death

the curse of being alive but feeling dead inside

to a point of not caring

it makes no sice this poem but it dose to those who read it

one sentence at a time

end the end we all must go

it's just how you go that matters in the end.