Deep Inside

Deep inside it call out to me but to listen to it would mean tragity

I hold it back I stress to the end to keep my sanity

I can't help what I've grown inside of me

something that I made to protect me from the world and the people in it

now that things are easyier I find that it can't be removed and with the amount of rage within

my heart feels like it's just going around the bend

be nice or be bad love or hate sane or insane

I want only one simple thing but it's not so simple to others

I just want someone to care more tahn the rest someone to be there to confort me in a time of need

someone to look at me when I say I'm fine and tell me tell the truth

but that kind of careing only is found in one area of life friends don't possess

and the only thing is that area of life is so damn hard to get to

when noone likes you and you can't trust anyone even though your willing to take the risk

but when the time comes the hunt will begin and if I'm lucky I may find what I seek in a new land.