Life in the Darkness

Life is a path with many challanges some our hard others easy

we have to make choises that may affect others without teasing

the life I live is covered in darkness hate and betrayal

I love one whom I am not allowed to hold yet instead I must wait

I must wait intill a specail date

I must hurt one of her close friends because of unfair treatment

but my love understands and has givein agreement

inside I feel the most painfull and horrable things

things that tear your heart and soul

make your mind go insain and your body grow cold

I try despertly to find the light and redemption

but the only one is the love I have one which I cannot hold

she is not here with me and her absence only insures problems

which is why her friend must feel the same pain

the pain of learning the hard way because I've already tried the easy

but her friend thinks it cheesy and just a game

well she wil find the darkness within my heart and soul

can only be found in the deepist depths of hell

and the only one who possesses it is the Lucifer himself.

Author's Note

this poem is one which is to release some of what is in my mind I must write it because I'm not the only one who feels this.