Wondering

Waking up everyday wondering how the day is going to go

Realizing the place your at isn't even your home

Wondering if they will realize that your hurting on the inside

Why do i just have to keep crying every night

Wanting to be seen or even regonized 

But then you realize that you want more on the inside

You want your family you want to feel loved

But every time you try no one gives a f***

Everyday you think about everything you have been threw 

But the more you think the more it hurts and you feel like your going to lose

Nothings been the same since the time i was ten 

But maybe if i kept my mouth shut i wouldn't be where i am