There
is a simple playfulness about the way he lets his hands rest on me,
and a truthful aura surrounding him at all times.
Nothing
is luring underneath. He is who he claims to be.
My
foot gets stuck in ripped
sheets since
yesterday and I can’t help smiling. I recall the details because
details are what matter.
I breathe
in as
he leans forward. Lips meet again and that now so familiar taste
fills me up. My smile is indelible as I feel his tongue move
slowly, tasting
mine.
There is a simple slyness
about the way he lets his hands move over me, but as tongue meets
tongue, he position his hands differently and the grip tightens.
He efficiently erases the gap between our bodies and let the warmth
of him surround me.
Every time I move away, he follows. He knows
where to go and what to do. He plays the gamewhether
he knows it or not, and he plays it
well.
I love that frustration in
his eyes, his jaws pressed together, a perplexed
look and
hands movingeven more
determined than
before. Each time I push him off, he returns stronger.
Pushing
him down, I slide on top of him. His hands still traces patterns
eagerly on my skin as he bites his lip and watches me. I lean down
and kiss his neck, inhaling his fragrance before licking his lips
slowly. Another kiss and I feel his arms trying to fence me in and
push me down. His beautiful frustration is best when
it’s uncontrolled and
he’s loosing
control by
the minute now.
For a while I push in the opposite direction,
letting the gap between us remain. He doesn’t know it, but his
fingers dig
deep in
his struggle to fill the gap and position me closer. It hurts and
I can’t help loving
it. My arms starts shaking and
I have to
let go. The gap is filled and he excitedly breathe in again, kissing
me, running his fingers through my hair while still making sure
I stay
put this time.
And a
girl can only hold on for so long.
In a blur of motion everything
happens at once. All we know in the end is the evidences left
behind.
Release, heavy breathing, pearls of sweat…
… and
ripped sheets under us.