There's not much to me

It's feeling pretty dark right now. I keep feeling that It's time soon for me to fly away, but the ground is pulling me down.

There's not much to me
I am but a shadow
Hiding in the back of your eye
Only showing through your tears

There's not much to me
My pure existence is based
On being an accessory for others
I'm a contrast for the beautiful being

There's not much to me
My pain is my hug
And I'm suffocating on the love
That I get from being unlovable

There's not much to me
My eyes are weary to remind you
How to keep yours open
My mouth is dry to remind you
To get more kisses
My life is sacrificed
For you to live yours
And my tears will burn through my flesh
Just so you won't have to feel them

There's not much to me.

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It is a extremely sad writing but very relatable to me because I went through this a few years ago. There is a lot to you. You just have to see yourself and stop seeing who you are or what your worth is through the lens of others. Through the lens of others, we all fall short. N.
"For the beauty that is you"-Elena Lincoln.

[Omikron]

Thank you so much for your words. Something I find difficult and, the thing that I find the most sad, is that I am fully aware of why I have these feelings and how they affect me, but It's like my mind is numb and my body is inoperable so I can only sit and wait until the darkness takes over my entire existence. Thank you for reading, it means alot.

/ Omikron