Lover Boy

Another song I wrote lol

Chords, falling from my wrists 

I lie awake, but soon I start to drift

Off to sleep, and in this constant state I'm in

I wonder how hard is it

You know, taking back all that I ever said

And, learning to love 

or to forgive 

Still here I sit

Quiet and alone 

inside this torn up, town 

a home, that loves 

but love is blind 

love is pain 

and damn I might just be 

one more step, but still

I'm only inches from your face

tell me, how can we be so close 

yet still so f*****g far away

Floodgates, open and the world just pours out of me 

tears will fall and trickle like the rain 

on a drowsy day 

when the meds don't work 

and all the hurt is buried in the dirt 

like the flowers that you burnt 

that night away where everything seemed to be okay 

and I felt frozen in time 

the moment seemed to last forever 

a lifetime of wonders in the eyes of my lover boy 

or a cigarette flame 

the tips of our fingers 

as we kiss in the rain 

the melody is sounding still as you and I search for the thrill 

on the night we knew 

forever felt like minutes 

and I didn't want that night to end