His & Hers

I don't know if this is really poetry or not

His-

Your head on my chest makes everything feel heavy. I only feel bad that you don’t know the horrible intentions I have. Making you trust me again was  far too easy, even despite all the horrible things I say. I find it funny how all the insecurities I instilled in you are so prominent. I like it when you cover your chest cause I think your b***s look weird. I like how you cut your hair cause I liked the way it looked before. I love seeing how utterly mine you are, even when you tell yourself there’s nothing there. I set your course and now i get to watch you crash against the rocky shore. All your posts on social media are about me and I adore the notoriety. I pretend to care, I say all the right things, just to get inside your head. I love that you are such a stupid girl. Sometimes I think you might be a good woman, but causing you pain is too much fun. I know you think you can turn me away. I know you think you have control, but we both know I could have you anytime I wanted. I could make you die.

Hers-

As I lay beside you, I know exactly what is happening.I know you are using my sad bleeding heart against me. You think I don’t know what you are doing, but from the moment you said ‘hello’ for the first time again, I knew you were only going to destroy me. I tried to tell myself no, but you’ve always been my yes. I see the sick smile in your eyes when I get shy and try to hide myself. We both know you did this to me. I can’t fight it when I feel ugly because you don’t like my body. I try to cut and color myself to what you want, even knowing you could never love me, You may think you have me, but despite my aching heart, I will never fall for you again. You cannot kill what was never even real. I know you know you’re all I think about. I know you see all the things I say on social media, and that it’s all about you. I know you don’t mean anything you say to me. I know I am nothing but a plaything to you. I wish I could make myself  make you leave, I want these feeling to die. I can’t push you away. I feel like I’m dying.