Trying

I'm in limbo

On the edge, waiting

You said you would teach me to fly 

But here I am

Teetering on the borders 

Of blind faith and honest disappointment. 

Then you arrive

Only to shove me down. 

You ask if I understand and I say no

But after the fist hits I change my mind 

Yes, I understand.

Yes, you're satisfied. 

I still want you to care 

And I still need you to teach me to fly

I can't be mad

I should have been better for you

I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted

But I'm trying.