Missing

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I’m missing from you

And my heart is missing you

You forgot me purposely

Why didn’t you want me in your life?

I never caused grief for you

Never can you guess how I feel

I want to jump off a cliff

Into the icy water of the ocean

Maybe the water could ease the pain

Or maybe it’ll never go away

My life is missing something without you

I wonder if you feel the same

You don’t care that I’m missing

Or how sad I have been

If you don’t want me in your life anymore

I’m not going to bother trying

I’d rather not have you ignore me even more

Although you already do that now

Breaking my chains from my love for you

Would be nice but they pull me down more when I try

My love for you never goes away

And neither does the emptiness I have without you

I thought you’d be here forever

But then you left me missing in your thoughts

When you see me again and want to talk to me

Don’t expect me to speak

I have nothing to say to you anymore

I’d deny ever knowing you in a heartbeat

But my heart beats for only you

If it wasn’t for you

I’d be gone from here now

The missing me would be gone

And so would your ever thought of me

I hate seeing you by me

You never speak to me anymore

Or seem to want to talk to me

When you want to talk

Just come and tell me

For other than that forget it

I’ll ignore you as you have done to me

There has been something missing from me

And that would be where the love for you was

Break my chains away from you

And I’ll be fine for awhile

Until I fall for you again

And you’re not there to catch me