I'm Lost In These Feelings

November 21, 2009

I'm lost in these feelings
That won't let me go
They drag me down more and more
Pulling me piece by piece
I deny my feelings
I try to push them away
But they take over me
Binding me in many chains
Pulling me under the ocean from you
That's when I need you to come save me
People ask me how I've been
And I always lie and say I've been great
But really I've been nowhere
I stay alone in my room
Keeping myself alone for a reason
I hate this feeling
Of emptiness that never seems to go away
Nobody cares about my feelings
Whether they see cuts on my arms or not
If only I could break off these chains
And run away from everything
These feelings have bound me forever
No matter what I do
They'll never leave me alone
I'll stay away from everyone forever
And shake away my ever thoughts of you
I can't ever deny my feelings anymore
Since when I deny them they pull me further down
I don't matter anymore
Neither do my feelings
So why be here forever?
I need to get away from it all
And from you before I fall apart
Nobody tries talking to me anymore
I ignore the very thought of speaking
This all I have to express feelings
I hate talking to family
Or even friends for that matter
Don't even tempt me
For my feelings will get worse
Leave me alone
To die alone
I'll die knowing you didn't care