Living with out these moments of sadness

Do I need these memories? 

Moments of thoughts of the past? 

Can I live with in the here and now and handle my sadness that some how mean nothing? 

My tears flow like a river, as if I already know that moment after moment passes that I steal have my questions. 

Can I live with out these moments of sadness? 

That help me cope with the things that larks deep with in me? 

The one thing I hide from and setting it apart from my own reality? 

Having the dilution that it's real when the people around me know other wise? 

Can I live with out these moments of sadness 

that I only can make my reality by feeling what I need to at this very moment?

Author's Note

be kind,ignore grammar problems,please if you see spelling errors give me the right spelling or give me an idea on the right spelling,