Panic.

IDK hahaha

Pulsating blood. Take a breath. Make three wishes, and wish for no death. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Is there a difference between the two? They're starting to feel the same.

More blood rushing to my head. Breathe out. Breathe out. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. It feels like a rush, like an incoming flash, knocking you down, and it bites like a permanent rash. Breathe in.

It's quite hard to tell what feels the same, these feels so unnatural, it feels so untamed. I've felt this before, but it feels so new. I forgot, someone tell me, what do I do?

I can feel calm, I'll have a normal pace, but my mind sees this like a competitive race. Too much time to stay cool, but barely enough to make it alive. Breathe out.

Am I gonna die? Is this the end? Or is this just my mind playing pretend?

Breathe out.

It feels so weird, cold and ill and shaking. I feel my heart beating while my mind seems to be breaking.

Breathe in.

It's hard to explain my sickness, but it's not much of a sickness at all. It is simply me, going insane just as all.



Breath out.

Reviews

[Kayla Etreni]

ilove this. no words can explain.