It's Not Any Easier

My mawmaw passed away 4years ago today, she was soon followed by my granny, and my pawpaw....

If only I could see your face, hear your voice, and feel your bear tight hug
I would know then that everything will be okay
But alas you are no longer here
So I sit and I wonder is it really better that you have moved on
For everyone says "Rejoice, they are in a better place"
As though those words will make the pain go away
As though they will make it easier to deal with
What a foolish, foolish thing to say I want to tell them
But I must face the truth that you are in a better place
You are no longer hurting, or suffering, or even sick
And I know I wouldn't want you back having to deal with that
But it still does not make it any easier to deal
It does not make it easier to let the pain go...


I miss you.

Author's Note

I don't care if it's not perfect, I don't care if there is something wrong with it.
My usual readers know that usually I do care... Today I don't.
Who knows I may mess with it later but for now...
This came from what I was feeling at that exact moment that I wrote this.
No rough drafts, no mess ups, nothing.
This is it.