DEAR GOD * * * * *A Chapter by Octob3r StarDear God It’s been a decade
since we’ve had a meaningful conversation, Only to find pieces of myself lying on-top of the welcome carpet. Surrendered, to the touch of you Remembered, to the
face of you In short I’ve never understood the human spirit. Too hold the heart in hand, is too rid the heart in head These pieces of you, seen To grasp the peace in spirit is to bid the soul of bed But God, I’m really not that desperate anymore Cuz I’ve seen you playin’, f****n’ around in my garden I’ve seen just past you. And oh God, I’ve faced it. Just to have placed it Faced down, around your holiness Antagonize this? I cannot erase this memory. This something, springs stupid Trapped inside of me From the beginning, lost beginning I’ve seen your shadow cloaked with red velvet charm. Been so safe, as I've shut my mouth More wine, more tears, this cabaret. More swears, more tares Just to get away. These semesters, placed blame these molesters For I am, this welcome mat This demon-spirit, from his name; Daddy Christ And his royal humanness Found torture, and pleasure from his daily beatings, I, this dog mat Placed-out from distinguishing wrong from right And with this bitter air, come-round this corner and back in vain Hes singin’ in my head, just a child Came swimmin’ in my bed Come in the rain, around this church with this campaign. From its holiness, misled On knees- I’ve bled. Came sinkin’ in my head. Dear God Written By;
Joshua Randall Session IV:
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By Octob3r StarAuthorOctob3r StarAustin, TXAboutHey everyone, I hope you enjoy my writings as they've held much strength and blessing in my life. *I have no interest in literary agents or publishing company's for my work that is displayed on Wr.. more..Writing
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