BeautifulA Chapter by Octob3r StarBeautiful It feels so dead cold, lately. Tends to divide some parts of me with myself. Destroys reality, with every smile. Just emptiness floats in a pond of wondering lily pads. So dead it’s gone into an endless dismay of
misunderstandings. Onto a beach somewhere in
the wilderness. Where hopefully, you’ll find
me. Sweet
sorrow, when I miss the feelings much thought of. Like
being grateful, ambition, goals, and dreams. Love? Just
on hold, please, for just one more minute. Let
me lay here, dreaming of the thought of dreaming. I hold out my hand, and pray; that
soon you’ll catch my hand, So cold, until it
reaches the ground. Simplicity, and yin, To simple
to understand, and be apart of. So simple and
secure, but I cant remember, how to
comprehend. I stare to the west in the
afternoon, only to feel tired and weak. Just to only close the blinds and sleep until
restlessness. Alike this fake smile with those
fake comprehensions. Just leaves me feeling, stupid. Laughing for no reason, s**t, seems long ago. That first touch, that first song, that first kiss. Blending emotion
onto emotion. I was beautiful. You seem to love me, and I cant stop smiling; and I’m still laughing for no reason. Understanding, is the second
hardest step. Because when I realized what just
happened I fell apart. Everyday, it takes
longer and longer to remember, the
butterflies. Shredded, hundreds of beautiful
butterflies, and it makes me wonder one thing. Was it worth it..? Beautiful
Written By; Joshua Randall Session IV: Eventually © 2012 Octob3r StarReviews
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By Octob3r StarAuthorOctob3r StarAustin, TXAboutHey everyone, I hope you enjoy my writings as they've held much strength and blessing in my life. *I have no interest in literary agents or publishing company's for my work that is displayed on Wr.. more..Writing
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