start over

starting from scratch

Rip me open and take out everything that doesnt belong. 

Please, I beg you to remove it all,

Im tired of being so full of all this sickness,

Im sick of being tired

I need a renewal!

I need a revival

I need something new and clean

Please, No more just survival.

Let me live!

Let me thrive!

Please, do not let me just fight to stay alive.

I need a new mind, 

a new heart

a new soul

I need a new life and I need a new start

can we not just go back?

Please just let me rewind.

Do not let me fall!

Do not let me be forgotten!

I need to be loved and I need to be held!

Im screaming from the inside out!

I dont know if I can hold it down anymore

I dont think I will be able to resist anymore!

HELP!

HELP ME!wont you please?

PLEASE! 

CANT YOU HEAR ME?!

HELP!

please....

help...

me...