you are not alone

free verse style, I just sat here a wrote it out. not even thinking. just whatever came to my mind.

my child, do you not see what I have made you to be?

can you not understand that I know you will make mistakes?

I created you with no one and nothing else in mind. 

there is no one who compares to you.

I know everything you will ever say, think or do.

you will make mistakes, some small, some big.

People will leave you, and in the end, no matter how much you don't want to admit it, 

every single person you know will at some point or another, disappoint you.

people will let you down, they will hurt you and they will upset you. 

but just remember, I did not create you to be perfect. I created you to be you. 

you too will let people down, you will hurt them and disappoint them

but I am here, no matter how many times you push me away, talk down to me or think you have disappointed me, you have not. and I will always be here, with my arms open, my hands waiting to hold yours. I will pick you up. I will help you walk again. I don't care if you just need my hand to help steady your self for a moment until you fall again. I will gladly do it. 

if I had my way, I would never ever let you go. but it takes two people to hug, to hold hands...

if you are not ready yet, that is alright. I will wait for you. but just know that while I wait, I will be watching. and every time you fall, every time you scrape your knee and hurt your palms. I will take on that hurt as well, I will cry for you and reach a little further. until you no longer have any other option but to take my hands. see my scars that I took on for you, and clasp your fingers in between mine...until i place my arms under yours, pick you up, brush you off and carry you. and when you are finally ready to walk again, I will never make you do it alone. I will always be holding your hand, and walking beside you. and when you get tired, when you feel you cant go on anymore...I will pick you up and carry you on my shoulders. when you feel like you cant take any more, when you just need to scream and cry, I will hold you close and let you cry into my shoulder. I will whisper to you how much I love you. you will never be alone as long as you live and even after. there may be times when you scream at me and curse my name. you could tell me you hate me and you could tell me that you never want to see me or feel me again. but just know that during those times, ill still keep watching you, but i will step back, let you breathe and then step back in and remind you just how much I love you. until the one day, the final day that you decide you want me forever. you never want to be left alone again. I then come and make my place in your heart, so that I am always there. every time you feel it beat, just know that is me whispering "I love you".

Reviews

[Brielle Cartny]

This is really amazing. I feel your passion throughout . I am very impressed.

[Rosegal95]

Thank you very much, I am glad that it came through in my poem for you.

[Nerf]

I am.. this is .. I feel its Wrench... heart wrenching echo.
Like a letter edged in tears.. the strength that this poem holsters is uncontested.

[Rosegal95]

thank you so much! I am happy you liked it and felt the emotions with it.

[jos1e1239]

Absolutely beautiful. brought a tear to my eye :)

[Rosegal95]

thanks! I'm glad you liked it!