December 24th

December 24th

A Poem by Rosegal95
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the first time I got drunk, which started a binge for me that lead me to a destructive road...

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I tore off my jacket, 
now standing there with my ex and my best friend,
in merely my heels, a skirt and a tank top. 
It is December 24th 2014
the day in which I am usually with my family
watching Christmas movies, eating popcorn
sleeping under the tree with my siblings.
where am I this year? 
drinking for the first time. 
I start out slow.
just one green apple mixer.
then 2 and then 3
I am feeling tipsy...
words come out easier, 
then after 3 and 4
I am sick of the green apple taste in my mouth.
I need something to cut it.
I bum a cigarette off of my best friend...
that doesn't help much except make me dizzy.
Fine, I grab the bottle of 100 proof rum, pull off the top 
and chug for a few seconds.
Its warm, hard and goes instantly to my head.
Now I really don't care.
I made stupid mistakes...
flashed my breasts and my best friend, 
tried to kiss him. 
asked my boyfriend to do things to me that I didn't really want done. 
then I passed out on the floor.
this cold, wet, smokey garage, covered in dirt and dog hair.
after coming to again, I felt my drunkenness leaving me
I begged for another drink, 
they wouldn't give it to me.
so I grabbed a bottle of beer
(I HATE beer)
I took off the top, and slammed it down.
then I passed out again.
Christmas morning I woke up on the couch.
around 5AM
feeling sore, but nothing else
I did things I am not proud of.
so on the day that I am normally opening presents,
lounging in Christmas pajamas,
watching the kids open presents...
Here I am, watching some a*****e sleep
the same a*****e who let things happen while I was drunk and he was sober
things he knew I didn't want. 

© 2015 Rosegal95


Author's Note

Rosegal95
please ignore grammar errors.

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Dismal. You broke it up well, expressed the events and feelings accurate and acutely. I liked reading it, picked it because I personally hate Christmas and what it does to people. Even though this wasn't from that angle, it had that bleak feeling I associate with that whole time of year.

Posted 9 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Rosegal95

9 Years Ago

thank you. Christmas is hard on allot of people I know that for sure...its rough to get past some ba.. read more



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Dismal. You broke it up well, expressed the events and feelings accurate and acutely. I liked reading it, picked it because I personally hate Christmas and what it does to people. Even though this wasn't from that angle, it had that bleak feeling I associate with that whole time of year.

Posted 9 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Rosegal95

9 Years Ago

thank you. Christmas is hard on allot of people I know that for sure...its rough to get past some ba.. read more

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Added on April 29, 2015
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Tags: drunk, party, sober, exes

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Rosegal95
Rosegal95

Baxter, MN



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I have always liked to write, ever since I was very young. I was constantly writing short stories and making up new concepts in my mind. I love to mainly write free verse, it helps to clear my mind. b.. more..

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