December 24thA Poem by Rosegal95the first time I got drunk, which started a binge for me that lead me to a destructive road...I tore off my jacket, now standing there with my ex and my best friend, in merely my heels, a skirt and a tank top. It is December 24th 2014 the day in which I am usually with my family watching Christmas movies, eating popcorn sleeping under the tree with my siblings. where am I this year? drinking for the first time. I start out slow. just one green apple mixer. then 2 and then 3 I am feeling tipsy... words come out easier, then after 3 and 4 I am sick of the green apple taste in my mouth. I need something to cut it. I bum a cigarette off of my best friend... that doesn't help much except make me dizzy. Fine, I grab the bottle of 100 proof rum, pull off the top and chug for a few seconds. Its warm, hard and goes instantly to my head. Now I really don't care. I made stupid mistakes... flashed my breasts and my best friend, tried to kiss him. asked my boyfriend to do things to me that I didn't really want done. then I passed out on the floor. this cold, wet, smokey garage, covered in dirt and dog hair. after coming to again, I felt my drunkenness leaving me I begged for another drink, they wouldn't give it to me. so I grabbed a bottle of beer (I HATE beer) I took off the top, and slammed it down. then I passed out again. Christmas morning I woke up on the couch. around 5AM feeling sore, but nothing else I did things I am not proud of. so on the day that I am normally opening presents, lounging in Christmas pajamas, watching the kids open presents... Here I am, watching some a*****e sleep the same a*****e who let things happen while I was drunk and he was sober things he knew I didn't want.
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StatsAuthorRosegal95Baxter, MNAboutI have always liked to write, ever since I was very young. I was constantly writing short stories and making up new concepts in my mind. I love to mainly write free verse, it helps to clear my mind. b.. more..Writing
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