Ri I call her my sunshine My Sun God Now I'm an inhabitant of her world And as an Egyptian priest I worship her And pray to her By spilling and squeezing out my hearts contents before her As a sacrifice I sacrifice myself I give myself to her My life My heart But the earth runs on a 24 hour cycle So she at one point has to leave So my prayers stay unanswered The crops wither And the land suffers
I have wasted time In worship I have gained loss And lost greatly I have Time I could have used To build my own future of great pyramids I spent on you Time I could have used to love another Queen I spent at your feet Now as my Sun you have set You leave me in darkness With a knife in one hand And the desecrated pieces of my heart in the other And a whole in my chest
But I can't cry Murmur Scream Or even talk I did this to myself Out of my own will I mean you never tell Talkless of answering my prayers So I tried to show you how much your light was worth I will die My crops wither My Nile dries So I can't eat My physical erodes I'm blind Darkness consumes me I am not myself I need you for direction Without you my mental is hysteric I have lost my way I run into obstacles Traps Snakes Scorpions I can't live as I don't know where I'm heading You were my guide as you illuminated this world and drove away the night terrors
You did so much so I kept worshiping Giving you my first born Cattle and Livestock Flames consume them They turn to ashes But you never did take my sacrifice Ashes are soon blown by the wind and are added to the desert as nothing They were meaningless You never accepted a thing But to stop could mean that you would never return And I never question this belief as its ingrained so deeply into me
The people need an answer A solution They look to me As an Egyptian Priest I must deliver You are my answer So I keep praying Sacrificing Cutting my heart out And burning it Ashes
Its been night for two and a half weeks I think And as time is ever passing I begin to realize u will never return But I still cut out my heart whenever I can Because the earth is dying And we are dying I am dying I am nothing Doubt settles in But I still try You left with no warning Helpless The grain has grown old The cattle lay waste ridden with disease Did u leave us for a better world Did u leave us for a greater purpose Or was it time Why Your purpose is greater than your knowledge of it But every attempt to tell or show you Is like being armless while not being able to speak While you reside on the other side of the world at night No light My Sunshine Has left me So she's no longer mine Nor is she Sunshine Or is she
I prepare for the ultimate I dress in ceremonial robes Acquire a mask that represents yourself Walk alone in the desert for miles and nights Equip the knife for the final time I turn it towards myself Against my neck I slowly puncture my throat I twist I feel its blunt edge I widen the gape Cold A torrent of blood Franticly I begin to shake Hurling blood in random directions on the sand beneath me I lose my sight Then all feeling Soon I'm lifeless Blood surrounds my body Spelling out the true depth of my being I love you written in blood next to my blue corpse Yet u never rise Forever set
You warned me Yet I was too stubborn to listen I saw what you did to the land And what you did to me How the crops grew and the cattle thrived How the Nile flowed But if I'm dead how can I have you And now I'm dead you will defiantly never return Over time the people withered Became ashes And joined the desert with me We are again part of the meaningless multitude Alone we are nothing And together we are nothing Desert The remains of the past which only build up and cause discomfort My delusions of grandeur So I face the face of my fate Face to face we stand I embrace it It embraces me I will leave old religions and beliefs and find new ones No more will I worship the sun
(I'm new to reviewing poetry, so bear with me please. :) )
Well, my major criticism of this piece is the use of 'u' in place of 'you'. GOD that annoys me.. >.< But I'm sure a lot of your readers don't really care. I just think if you're going to use the english language to express a feeling, you should use it properly. The english language is full so many words with so many different feelings, and when you use short forms and change words, I feel like you're limiting it. That's just my opinion, anyway...
As for the poem, it was good! The way I interpret it, it's about a girl who left a man, and the man is having a hard time dealing with the loss. He sacrificed everything for her and she didn't do the same. I think a lot of people can relate to that. It can hurt when you try to show someone how much they mean to you, but they don't seem to feel the same way about you.
I think this poem teaches a good lesson, but it may be obscure to some. Maybe even to you. I think it teaches people to stand on their own two feet. We can't let our happiness depend on others. We can't let someone destroy our lives and make us miserable just because we love them and they don't love us. Human relationships are just a small part of life, and there are so many of them we're allowed to experience in our lifetime.
"I will leave old religions and beliefs and find new ones
No more will I worship the sun"
I think you captured that with the last two lines. Loss is painful, but we have to move on, right? No sense in living in misery. So much to experience in life, no time for despair. Just keep moving on!
Sorry for the long review. XD I'm notorious for them, but that's what you get for sending me a read request! :p Oh, and 'you'! 'YOU'! :p jk, do whatever you want.
(I'm new to reviewing poetry, so bear with me please. :) )
Well, my major criticism of this piece is the use of 'u' in place of 'you'. GOD that annoys me.. >.< But I'm sure a lot of your readers don't really care. I just think if you're going to use the english language to express a feeling, you should use it properly. The english language is full so many words with so many different feelings, and when you use short forms and change words, I feel like you're limiting it. That's just my opinion, anyway...
As for the poem, it was good! The way I interpret it, it's about a girl who left a man, and the man is having a hard time dealing with the loss. He sacrificed everything for her and she didn't do the same. I think a lot of people can relate to that. It can hurt when you try to show someone how much they mean to you, but they don't seem to feel the same way about you.
I think this poem teaches a good lesson, but it may be obscure to some. Maybe even to you. I think it teaches people to stand on their own two feet. We can't let our happiness depend on others. We can't let someone destroy our lives and make us miserable just because we love them and they don't love us. Human relationships are just a small part of life, and there are so many of them we're allowed to experience in our lifetime.
"I will leave old religions and beliefs and find new ones
No more will I worship the sun"
I think you captured that with the last two lines. Loss is painful, but we have to move on, right? No sense in living in misery. So much to experience in life, no time for despair. Just keep moving on!
Sorry for the long review. XD I'm notorious for them, but that's what you get for sending me a read request! :p Oh, and 'you'! 'YOU'! :p jk, do whatever you want.
This is interesting. I like how it could read as an ancient tale about the desertion of a god, but it could also be a metaphor about the desertion of a lover. :)
I like how you made a old tale a more interesting one. Religion is to hard to write about. Need to understand the belief of both to create a strong story. You did. I like the ending. More people need pain and suffering to understand what is right or wrong. A excellent poem.
Coyote
You really penned the times and thoughts very well.. The feelings of strength and then desperate failure.. To embrace death in the end that way for him was the honorable way to go.. Releasing his spirit into the well of souls.. I think this is a great write..x
I am a young male poet from the inner workings of London. I have been writing poetry for a few years and have been inspired and driven to write by my relationships, experiances, knowledge and emotions.. more..