DepressionA Story by Chloe Nyx FaulknerA walk along the lake in the dead of winter.The sleet increased as the mist surrounded the lake. All the while I watched motionless down at my reflection and tried to remember a time when I could smile. The cold nipped at my naked fingers but I didn’t so much as huddle them into my sleeves. I didn’t move a muscle; I just stared at the face in the lake. Who or what had I become? I was so pallid, my cheeks were sunken and my eyes; where had my eyes gone? They were once so full of life and the blue used to shine so bright no matter my mood but now they held nothing. It should have mattered. My spiral downwards should have sparked something within me to just move; but it didn’t. Quiet was all around me. Not the yaw of a crow or the bustle of the trees; just pure, unaltered silence. I was entirely alone here just like everywhere else. It was better that way. But I stood by the lake fully alive; physically, not mentally. © 2015 Chloe Nyx FaulknerAuthor's Note
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Added on August 3, 2015 Last Updated on August 3, 2015 Tags: depression, mental health, winter, cold |