SurvivingA Poem by RedKind of a story poem thing I guess
Every time you ask if I'm okay, I lie.
I hate it. I say I'm fine, but I'm not. I'm surviving. Barely. I'm hanging on by a thread. She calls me her daughter. Each day I live in fear of her finding out. The tension between us is nearly unbearable. We've rebuilt our relationship. This will shove it into oblivion. Is it wrong that I'm afraid she'll hit me? She never has before, but how can be sure that she won't now? In a way, I'm waiting for her die. So I don't have to hear her tell me I'm wrong. It's not puberty, it's not normal. Its dysphoria. Its painful and heartbreaking. She calls me her daughter. But I am her son. So no. I'm not okay. Will I ever be okay? I'm not sure. But I'm surviving.
© 2018 RedAuthor's Note
|
Stats
98 Views
Added on May 4, 2018 Last Updated on May 4, 2018 AuthorRedBurlington VT, VTAboutI despise the color green with passion. People always tell me that its the color nature but to me it just looks like barf. I'm not a big a poetry nerd at all, so expect to see more stories and boo.. more..Writing
|