I've Done ItA Poem by RedSo a lot of the writers I've subscribed to have been writing about their suicide stories. I think that suicide prevention is something that should be talked about more, so this is my story.
TRIGGER WARNING (I THINK?)
I’ve written out a suicide letter. I’ve left it on the kitchen counter, right where I’ll be lying. I’ve clutched a bottle of pills in my hand and opened it. I’ve tipped the pills out on the countertop, at least 40 tumbling out. I’ve gathered them all in my hand. I’ve moved my hand towards my mouth and opened it. I’ve poured the tablets into my mouth. I’ve never swallowed. I open my mouth again and watched as the pills fell from my mouth, covered in spit. I clutch the kitchen counter, knuckles pale from gripping it so tight. I let sobs rack at my body and I cryuntil my body can’t produce anymore tears. I clean the countertop, wiping it down, removing any evidence of my attempt. I throw the pills away, the trash can slamming shut. I wipe away my tears. And as my parents walk through the door, I smile, telling them I watched a sad movie. I take a shower, letting my tears mix with the water. I don’t want this. I don’t deserve this. But I’ve done it. © 2018 RedAuthor's Note
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4 Reviews Added on March 28, 2018 Last Updated on April 1, 2018 Tags: Suicide, Trigger Warning, Suicide Prevention AuthorRedBurlington VT, VTAboutI despise the color green with passion. People always tell me that its the color nature but to me it just looks like barf. I'm not a big a poetry nerd at all, so expect to see more stories and boo.. more..Writing
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