Me, The Idiot

sumtimes im naive enough to believe that people should think the way i do...and percieve me the way i percieve them and i am more often than not flung back to earth brutally by the realisation that is, in fact, not the case. u might think that sumone with my life experiences would know better than to open up myself to hurt and it amazes me everytime i find myself in the position to wonder why i go thru the same things over and over. im either super idealistic and think its a matter of time before i actually affect sumone enough for them to REALLY respect me and not make certain assumptions or requests or im just plain stupid to think that people wont just end up taking me for a doormat or worse still, furniture thats put up for storage!

people tend to think im dumb...that must be it, right? why else would they assume i dont put two and two together? they expect that if they tell me the answer is cake id ignore all the evidence that points to the answer being pie and just accept that cake is, in fact, correct! maybe i have some idiot marker on my forehead that im unaware of...yea...that cud most definately be it! i wonder if there's a factory sumwhere out there that makes invisible idiot marker removers...maybe i shud find out

Reviews

[luthien7]

Great design - i like the lower case and spelling use for this story, for the content. there are many of us stupid people out there who realize suddenly, we're doing it again! Trusting someone! We should know better. But there is that choice or stagnation, death, and then they win. I can really, unfortunately, relate to this. You do a good job with this.

Thanks

[charlotte talley]

you used the right spelling for this little piece. I liked it. and yes, sometimes people do feel like an idiot or dumb, so you are not alone with that.

[THE BLACK SEAL]

the spelling use was very appropriate and i found this to be quite a good tale that most of us, myself included can relate to..lol it is fantastic in that it is filled with a self abasement that i adore in people. it takes a big person and a better than average mind to recognize and accept these things..