Never Let Her Go

I cut my wrists today.

And instead of feeling relief or guild for what I had done,

I started to cry,

I had told him I wanted to die,

But as soon as I saw the blood flow from my wrist,

Tears fell from my face.

What had I done?

Why did I do this?

I quickly patch them up and run for the phone.

But how do I tell him?

How do I tell him I am going to die?

I start to cry when he says hello.

When he asks if I'm ok, I tell him no.

Before he can say another word,, I tell him my life has come to end.

I tell him that I love him, but more importantly,

Not to ever let her go.