And I want it

Super f*****g triggered. Here's the result

And I want it

 .

I want the pain

The blood

The tickle of it

 .

I want the twinge

The throb

The thrill of it

 .

I want the deep

The quick

The twist of it

 .

I want the sharp

The dull

The blunt of it

 .

I want to breathe it in

And revel in it

 .

I want to savor each and

Every moment of it

 .

I want to sob and ache with

The feeling of it

 .

I want it right the f**k now

Without waiting for it

 .

Why not?

Why’d I stop?

Where are all my tools?

 .

Don’t I deserve it?

Don’t I crave it?

Don’t I need it?

 .

There’s the itch

I want to scratch

.
There’s the moment

Just seize it

 .

Why are you fighting?

This is the answer

 .

Give in to it

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Written 7.24.14 8:33 PM