I Write

My writings my best
When I'm feeling my worst
So I, Get my pen and my pad
And put my pain n my verse
This is real talk 
There's no need to rehearse
I got to get it out, before I burst
So I write

At any given moment
I could snap
I could go completely off
And lose my ever lasting mind

Because I'm here 
Here in a place where 
I'm being smothered by my tears
So I ask myself
What do I do
What do I do, when the pain that I feel so thick
That I can hardly breathe, and I can't think straight,
What do I do when there's no light at the end of the tunnel
When it feels like the walls 
Around me are closing in, and closing in, and closing in 
On me
So tight that the world 
As I know it
Is falling apart all around me
Where my normal thinking is not rational
my perception is not only what I think I see
But it’s an reality
Being motivated by multiple personalities

STOP LAUGHING AT ME, THIS IS NOT A JOKE
NAW, I AIN'T LAUGHING OR EVEN SMILING 
THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE INSIDE
ARE SO REAL, THE VOICES ARE GETTING LOUDER AND LOUDER
AND MY EMOTIONS ARE CONFUSED AND THE PRESSURES
JUST KEEP PILING AND PILING
NO, NO DOC YOU DON'T EVEN
HAVE A CLUE FOR REAL
SO I'LL SAY SCREW YOU AND YOUR PILLS

I'll just stick to writing!