Grandme

Chasing a light that s seemingly behind And you push me away to pick up a dime. My birthday appears and who am I to see? Your ghost inside a check. That's all I get? Money is greed and that's not what I need. Not from you! I just wanted you. But instead you leave me You never needed me or her I thought we were family But your nickname always was Barbie... So I'm sorry I expected more! I'm sorry I wanted a call from you Why does this always have to be left on me? Do I even fit in your family tree Or does your ego fill it up entirely? How bout love? How bout blood? What was I ever to you? Just a doll to show to your friends? I'm sorry but I'm not you. And your always the center Making the rest of the world bow down on one knee Because it's what you pled. So where does it end? Better yet when does it start? I always wanted to hug you And mean that I love you But your so deceiving When you die no one will be bleeding And a loss you will be Just not to me Because you were never there for me I always wanted you to be But you could never see past the view Of the mirror in your way. So I'm sorry to say This But I had to let this go. And I have to stop hoping for you to be there When you were always in it for another man Never faithful to your true friends The blood intertwined but somehow You would never bind And the rest of us were left behind. So go on and gamble Have fun with those so called friends. But find a penny and you leave them. I know because you do it again and again. So lucky you bingo your a winner Only it took a bargain And you lost someone dear Someone who was once hear But she was lost out of tears.