Dependence

I feel like a really random person

Sort of adds to my burden

I fear reality 

Always wish for immortality

Something we all dont have

A******s make me laugh 

I pride myself on my control 

Intoxication brings me down like a waterfall

Pulled under by the current

Then things worsened 

Choked by the serpent
And i felt really burdened 

So i distract myself
Something bad for my health
I try to think abstract 

Floating around all detached 

I see this though 
Ive learned what i have to do 

Kick the s****y habits

Before they sweep me away like rapids

Turn into the flowing stream

Rushing milky and slow like a dream 
Ive done it before
Your health begins to restore  

It can be done again

Or take away half of your life to be condemned

Nothing quite like a cigarette

One dark smoking silhouettes 

Wanting to quit, but you seem to forget
What is really better for you