Please wake me up

A Story by Not2Far

just thoughts on myself and life

I have not awoken from anything that I can see, I can't seem to get to be the woman I know I should be, dreams I have had dreamed to be are to distant to reach yet I always have them in my hand... why can't I grasp anything at all, my heart and my soul seem to be one of a kind, is it really me? or is it everyone that seems to not want me, how can I ever really live without ever having lived? How can the moon and sun rise in the same exact moment and I seem to never realize that its done either. My mind is in search of something that never takes place, my heart races to the beat of everyone, my dreams seem to be able to adjust without a thought to them. Who am I and will I ever be someone that I can relate to? And again I am still asleep...