alone

left alone

by myself without you

while your off

talking to other men

meeting them

seeing them

while i get to sit alone

why do i feel so tangled inside?

why do i feel so jealous

you tell me he is just a friend

you tell me i got nothing to worry

then why do i feel so uneasy

why do i feel like

your looking for something else

was i too stubborn?

was what's wrong with me

to much for you to handle?

why do you keep telling me

that you love me

when it seems like

that is the furthest from the truth

 why do i feel

like a bother

when i say i miss you

why do you call me werid

when i say i love you

why do i got to fight

to get you to see me

is this how you felt

all those years

that i wasn't looking your way?

why do i feel

your only keeping me

around because i was there

for your son?

that your son calls me

daddy....

are you only putting up with me

for his sake?

is this just a show you want to keep

just in case you cant

find anther man

to take my place?

am i that replaceable?

Give me a sign

give me something

to say i mean more

then what you been showing me

that i mean something to you

something more then

a provider

something more then

a high school sweet heart

something more then a step dad

something

anything

please

i am begging you 

give me a sign

that i am not alone

that its all in my head.....