My Sinking boat

Lonely in my sinking boat forever, while nobody cares

I am in sinking boat, 

feeling freeze

I just need a coat 

To feel my heart beats

Seeing him laughing and grinning while I am sinking 

I can't be broken than this, it's hurting 

Any help, I need some help, but I don't ask for it

he is laughing at my sinking

He simply forgot how I loved him, how I made him happy 

He is laughing at me because i am sinking and I am laughing at him because he is lossing me

He will never have somebody to love him the way i did, 

I moved on that point now, let him laughing at me as much as he can 

I don't need his help, I don't need any body's help 

I am here in my sinking boat, fighting the life,  fighting the death 

Iam in another world, a world contains nobody, nothing but me and my sinking boat

In my world I can't live, I can’t die, I am just fighting everything that tried to attack me, I have to keep myself safe, I have to keep my dreams safe, I am my own hero, I always was,  

I became so stiff, stiff like if my soul already had left my body, 

I have no problem to fight, i was born to fight, to be a worrier is my destiny but my real problem is that i am fighting inside a sinking boat, so should I keep fighting or waiting for my sinking boat to be drown?  

Reviews

[Poetic Beauty]

Struggling and surviving are part of life but when you have to do it your entire life it is daunting and then to have the person you love leave or not love you back makes the survival mode kick in even more. Often leaving a person feel like they are drowning.

In the last stanza I think you meant warrior not worrier.

[Nora]

Exactly, thank you for commenting 🥰

[‘Thoughts In Time..]

Never go down don’t let yourself drown, don’t allow others to steal your joy- never return wrong with wrong, kill them with love, not easy to have people treat u as if you are the wrong one but a positive mind and a pure heart will overcome love endures all and makes all possible, good fighting spirit, well done🌹

[Nora]

This is beautiful, thank you so much for your supportive words, appreciate them :)))

[‘Thoughts In Time’🌹]

Only a pleasure🌹

[Coyote Poetry]

I understand the below lines.
"I have no problem to fight, i was born to fight, to be a worrier is my destiny but my real problem is that i am fighting inside a sinking boat, so should I keep fighting or waiting for my sinking boat to be drown? "
Hard to forget, hard to remember. Thank you Nora for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Nora]

You're welcome coyote, and thank you for your kind review, I really appreciate it :)))

[Coyote Poetry]

Was my pleasure and you are welcome Nora.