Unrecoverable heart

After our conversation yesterday 

My pulses were getting louder and faster

Like if my heart found something was searching for 

It was 4 am and i was smiling like mad people 

Repeating our words together,in my head 

I kept smiling and smiling

And i couldn't sleep,not even for an hour 

I was thinking about you , like if i wasn't thinking about anything else before but you

I was counting the hours 

Just to see you again 

To talk to you again 

To listen to you again 

The next morning i wore my favourite dress,  and i prepared myself carefully 

Hoping you will like what you will see 

I came to you smiling from ear to ear 

You were talking on your phone 

I just said hi to you and kept waiting you

I waited for you 1 minute , 2 minutes,  10 minutes 

And finally you finished your call 

You said hi to me 

I was smiling,  just because i heard your voice saying hi to me 

I wanted to walk beside you 

I wanted to talk with you like we did yesterday. 

But you didn't want to 

You told me to go 

Because you are busy 

Because you have no time for me

You was so busy to even see how much I care about you 

You are the one to me 

But i am the no one to you 

It hurts 

It kills 

My heart is broken like if it won't be able to recover again 

My hear is unrecoverable 

But it is okay,  i won't complain 

I will leave 

But before I leave,can you let me kiss you ? 

Just for once 

I promise, i won't ask you for anything else

Let me kiss before I leave,  and after that i can die in peace 

Because i will die sooner or later unless being with you

Author's Note

Ignore my grammar errors please.
Hope you like that piece.

Reviews

[Fanicia E.]

You're giving me flashbacks with this one lol. It's so hard to not sell yourself short when you trying to bank everything on this one person because you think they're everything. Never again.

[Nora]

I hope your flashbacks not kinda those painful flashbacks :))

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you, but the past can't hurt me anymore 😊

[Nora]

I am happy for you, stay strong like this :)))

[Fanicia E.]

Will do Noonblue ✊🏿

[barleygirl]

This is a realistic story about how some people do not value themselves as much as they could, so they give up all their energy & life force to adore another person they perceive as being "necessary to their happiness" . . . I find this low self-opinion to be sad, but it happens all the time. You've painted it exactly like it happens, with simple but vivid details. I hope you are not the person feeling this way about another. We need to not settle for crumbs like this! *sigh!* Fondly, Margie

[Nora]

I agree with you, actually i am not exactly in that situation but i am in situation sort of that one .
Thanks for your sweet review

[wordman]

sometimes love hurts,it tears us down,but you will find real love

[Nora]

Thanks for your sweet words , appreciate it

[wordman]

my pleasure

[duff]

Wow. Powerful writing that stands up straight and says here I am. Definitely a nice read.

[Nora]

Thank you so much , i am so happy, you loved it

[duff]

You are very welcome.