restless nights

I just want to sleep
Day and night
No breaks in between
I don't want to remember anything

I want to forget it all
Hour by hour
Minute by minute
Everything drags by so slowly

How can I be human if i feel so dead
How should I know who I am
I tried and tried but can't resist
Trying to be human

In the chaos and smoke
My pleas are unheard
Drowning in the fire
How should I know what to be

How can I be understood when no one listens
I scream and cry
unheard pleas
throughout the night

Everything is going by so slowly
Minute by minute
Second by second
Everything is gone

Why you tell me I'll never get anywhere in life
Why you tell me that I should give up
Do I mean nothing to you
Does any of my efforts show anything

My cries go unheard
I don't know where to turn
I just want to scream
I just want to sleep