Wish it away

keep wishing to leave yet I'm stuck
Been left alone, cried my tears
dreams not to stay

A little to close
A couple things I've said wrong
Took the wrong corner there

Becoming to close for comfort
Please leave me alone, quit staring at me
You won't apologize for nothing, it doesn't matter what you did
You only laugh, "this is nice"

I cry my tears, to close for comfort
Keep closing my eyes, wishing it away
Wishing for the day when it all ends
Wanting to stop living this lie

Took a few wrong turns
A mask covers my face, a smile always plastered
Hanging on a prayer, I hear you calling out
Stuck in the dark now, trying to figure a way out

Try to fight whats holding me back inside
Stop living a lie
You know my smile is fake, you know my pain
Things are wrong, yet your there

Even when I want to cry, I can't stop living this lie
I want to wish this all away, just even for a day
Carrying these scars inside and out
Feeling the light dance on my skin, I just wish it away

Reviews

[barleygirl]

Love this raw gritty writing that seems like it could be crooning the blues. Tons of feeling packed into these lyrical lines (((HUGS))