idc anymore

teayar aeu ar aru a5ur ae ulil lol

no matter how hard I try I always end up back here

back in this place in my mind

this feeling

just a f*****g upset stomach

an upset mind

an upset person

we're all gonna die alone a horrible f*****g death

unconditional love is lie

there is no god

free will is a lie

our consciousnesses probably die every night 

and i just don't care anymore

my f*****g arms torn the f**k up

but i dont even f*****g know if this counts as depression 

i just feel bad

ive come close to killing myself so many times

im gonna have to break up with them

cause they're too obsessed with me and every single f*****g thing i say completely either builds them up or destroys them

jesus christ just do something for yourself 

go find your intersest

go live your own life you f*****g idiot

i hope you burn in the f*****g self hating anxiety filled pit you are

F**K

anyway

this got pretty fucked

i just wanna die 

there's really nothing left here for me

i cant find anything

and i hate being here

typing this s**t out wont help 

im gonna go kill myself someday probably

i hate being here so f*****g muchu ghagahrgaheaw

we a[e[ iawue anwe aweo a'wei awe anowe' aweo awep awje aw'eo aien awe] aweo awien aw

idc about anything anymore

Author's Note

review idk please give me poor reviews this deserves it, i dont give a shit