My stomach flutters with every waking step
Of your body toward my own as you drew ever closer
My features flush, and blush they may as the signs resonate
My endless admiration for your every flawless feature
Sweat soon glistening my every pore
As you pull me ever close to your perfect frame
And my heart rushes blood through brain
And then I feel uneasy
As you remove your frame from mine
And draw your eyes toward others
As mine never leave your sight
And draw in the endless envy for those yours stray upon
And spite those who they rest upon
You strut away in perfect step
As I clumsily fallow with prying eyes and a tension in my head
This love I dreamt up could never be
As there are others in this world whom you admire
And let your affection lay upon longer than my own
Unattractive frame and stuttering lips which restrain
My own self-contempt and misanthropic ways
Which Slur words of lust and hallowed cries for help
That are never met with help but utter silence
That breaks my heart at every turn
And leave me cursing life
Until that faithfully unexpected and completely unbelievable
"I love you" escaped your lips and my curse of spite was forever never
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